07. Last year I chose fear; this year I choose faith.
God gave you that vision for a reason, and you've finally passed the test.
It’s funny how every single time the moment before you level up in life, God starts to throw curveballs at you. All of your deepest fears and anxieties come to you, trying to pull you back to who you were before. Back to the people, places, and things your soul has truly outgrown.
It’s funny how you get the job offers and the opportunities for security and safety right before your business or your life is about to blow up.
It’s a sign from the universe, it’s a test, and this year I’m passing it with flying colors.
I honestly feel like I have said no to a million misaligned things that the version of me who used to operate from survival and fear and the mere message of the patriarchy we all grew up in.
Now I operate from faith.
It's honestly such a beautiful thing to witness when you truly see how much you have grown in a year’s span. To see the trust you have built in yourself, the faith you have, and how you no longer are willing to settle or shrink yourself for anyone else.
It’s that feeling I have had since I was a little girl that I was meant to do more in this life. I’m not meant to be settling for work in a fluorescent-lit office space that drains me of my creativity and my life force.
I’m meant to create, and we all are. To contribute our small amount of essence to a world that so greatly needs healing.
For those of us who are doing the work, you are seen, you are heard, and keep going.
The world needs you.
We don’t need more women hating their lives, only surviving, getting by, and working for the bare minimum—like God’s design for every single one of us is to get paid for the unique gifts he gave us. And not just an office salary; it is a God-given birthright to all to be thriving, happy millionaires.
It’s just the fear talking that keeps us from this.
We need more people who create, who dare to take chances on themselves, and those who believe in a vision that's greater than themselves.
And fuck. When a woman becomes so unshakable in her vision, she becomes so unstoppable.
I feel this is the point I am at. It’s as though I am at a crossroads between returning to the old version of me, rooted in fear, people-pleasing, and comfort, and the most alluring, most CEO-boss version of myself, who runs a successful business from her soul.
And this is the moment when the tests are being fired.
Last year I chose the first option, but this year I choose me.
I choose the highest version of me; I’m not playing small anymore. I’m not confining myself to the ways of the world that are designed to keep women small and to forget about their dreams.
In fact, that is the exact opposite of what I am here to do.
And if you're ready to completely rewire your subconscious out of this fear-based society that is trying to keep us from pursuing what we came here to do,
Then I want to invite you into the transformation of the feminine code.
I designed it with the purpose of awakening more women to their truest, softest form of power, the power that lies within a deep trust in yourself and your dreams in this life. The truth is that you are so freaking unlimited, and you get to have anything you desire in this life.
You just have to recode yourself to believe that.
And that’s exactly what the feminine code does.
it reprograms you from
survival—softness
force—flow
disregulation—magnetism
fear—safety
And it’s only the beginning of your journey to the life of your dreams.
Haha, if you couldn't tell, this one was written with a bit of emotion.
Hope you enjoyed it.
as always, all the love,
x
KM